untitled unfinished song

The Sweetness after the brokeness has yet to fully arrive

how sadly unfamiliar is this pain in my knees

no part of me wants to embrace this

how could He have accepted His cross so willingly?

O Lord will you show yourself strong in this time of my weakness?

This carpet stench, wet from tears, impressed by elbows and foreheads

Back to Blogging?

Am i really going to start blogging again? Posting my thoughts on a page where most people are not about to go find much less read. Why then? why am i thinking about going again?

it honestly feels like i’m trying to decieve myself. “if i put it out there, someone will see it and it will be like you’re connecting with that person and passing on something to them”

even if someone stumbles upon my blog and even if it’s something for them, i’m not connecting with them. they have connected with my past maybe. 

So i guess if i do decide to go again it will have to be for no one other than me, but then… why wouldn’t i just write it someplace that’s not cyberspace? i could stay up counting the blank books on the shelf tired of just looking pretty.

and now it’s late, if only my blog could jump into realspace and organize my life. lots to do tomorrow

no no not fellon grace... fell_on_grace

When you were dead in your sins and in the uncircumcision of your sinful nature,God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins, having canceled the written code, with its regulations, that was against us and that stood opposed to us; he took it away, nailing it to the cross. And having disarmed the powers and authorities, he made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by the cross.