Am i really going to start blogging again? Posting my thoughts on a page where most people are not about to go find much less read. Why then? why am i thinking about going again?
it honestly feels like i’m trying to decieve myself. “if i put it out there, someone will see it and it will be like you’re connecting with that person and passing on something to them”
even if someone stumbles upon my blog and even if it’s something for them, i’m not connecting with them. they have connected with my past maybe.
So i guess if i do decide to go again it will have to be for no one other than me, but then… why wouldn’t i just write it someplace that’s not cyberspace? i could stay up counting the blank books on the shelf tired of just looking pretty.
and now it’s late, if only my blog could jump into realspace and organize my life. lots to do tomorrow
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